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Tough Times

Lately I have been down a bit.  I neglect my blog and know it's the one place other than my Twitter that I can be open. 

I have handled a month of suicide attempts, one tried at least a few times.   Of all the years I have been dispatching and involved in emergency services this has weighed hard on me.  I took it home, I thought about it for days.  I never did anything wrong and they all received the help they wanted. 

There comes a time things just bother you more than other.

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